Friday, January 04, 2008

11:25 PM

i shall continue the rest of the post in a new post -_-

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after dismissal we had "sqd-talk" again.
i love it when we can forget abt school hw and whatever stress [temporarily] and talk as though there's no tmr with sqms.
somehow with sqms there's never-ending things to talk about.
everytime we sit down and talk like that i will really wish time can stop. and we can continue talking until we die talking -_-
"不能在同时同年同日生，但能够同时同年同日死也是一种幸福。”
haha.
does this line seems familiar sqms?
i wonder how many times we said this before.
but now im typing this with a different xin1 qing2 coz im not thinking of dying now tyvm.

and we talked and talked until somehow we talked abt the time when we were in sec 1.
time seems to pass so fast when you are not realising it.
now we are already in sec 3
and first act seems like yesterday.
remembering how we used to ask each other's names during the first few acts before we fall in seems somewhat funny now. i really want to know what ma'ams threatened us with that we were so paranoid back then. and it was only the first few acts -____-
maybe that's why we are so paranoid now. coz our paranoia started when we began -_-

actually some things that we talked abt sometimes. are all things that we say dunno how many times and we hear dunno how many times liao -_- but everytime we hear it again, i really dont feel sick of hearing it. haha. different gan jue everytime you hear the same thing.. and somehow always got at least one sqm who never hear it before. like the jiayuin band audition with hong thing. i really dont recall that incident. but i seems to have somewhat of an impression of hearing it before -_- after jiayuin finished her story.

when did we start the system of who wants to talk must raise hand ar?
it seems quite flawed though. everytime bu4 shi4 1) sqms wait until they forget what they wanted to say le -_- or 2) sqms hear something then remember something that they po4 bu4 ji2 dai4 to say then we become 七嘴八舌 again.
i realise that it really happens.
like today i was changing in the toilet cubicle then sqms were talking outside.
then it sounds like alot people talking and if you tried to listen to everything your brain might just burst.
haha.
so i blocked out sqms' voices -_- unfortunately.
i realise that sometimes i block out people's voices without intending to. like sometimes in the morning my mum will talk to me abt some things like where she will be going in the day while walking to the busstop with me. then i will auto-reply "orh" to everything then when i come back to earth i will like "huh?" coz everything went in and went out -_-
especially in the morning my reaction very slow de.
sometimes someone will say something suddenly to me. then i will huh? one moment after the person finish talking then about 3 seconds later i will sort of hear what the person said -_-
this is called slow reaction.
haha.

sometimes i feel that our sqd really very unique.
firstly, we are too paranoid. and we think too much for our own good. maybe most of the time we think that ma'ams are blahblahblah are all due to our paranoia. though i think our instincts quite zhun3. hmmm sometimes.
secondly, if we have different opinions on something that we are discussing about, we will always end up 七嘴八舌-ing and after 10mins we are still in square one and never gets any conclusion.
thirdly, we always go suibian -_- and always end up fei4-ing piao4 for alot of things that we vote for.
fourthly [how to spell ah-_- maybe there isnt such a word], somehow everytime we vote for something always got same number of votes for both sides. especially when we vote for where to go for sqd outing or where to go eat. for example.
fifthly [i seriously think there isnt such a word but nvm], we always 拖泥带水 especially after acts and dalts and stuff. like 40++mins can pass without us really doing anything -_-
six-ly, i think we are too emotional! sometimes. hmmm like when 37ma'ams left we...really cannot accept the shi4 shi2 and yea.............. yea lor. yall know what im talking abt right. dont you think it seems so. yi4 xiang1 qing2 yuan4 now? haha. i dont know how to explain lah. i was really very surprised when 38 ma'ams [our ncos] emo-ed before we did during last act. i was o.O when sym cried coz she doesnt seem like that kind. yea.
even though that time we promised not to cry before act -_- in the end we still did. how typical.

then we very ba gua. very. like that time in canteen while walking dunno which sqm was telling dunno which sqm that her back very pain then suddenly dunno which sqm popped up going "what what what?" in a very. erm. interested-to-know voice. when there was actually nothing going on -_-

then alot people in our sqd ear got problem one *stares at meichun* and more sqms are getting hearing-loss-infection.
really very funny lor sometimes! like we can be talking abt something very irrelevant to something then a certain sqm will randomly go "what blahblah?" which is most of the time very irrelevant.

then hong talk that time her actions always very funny
then meichun always say stories without any climax
then cong got mumbling virus since third class
then pinky suddenly likes to video-tape our sqd secretly without anyone noticing
then pooh always stone while sqms are talking but she actually hears [as i found out today] things
then siu recently likes to claim that she's cute and gives innocent look
then kathy for one period of time likes to relate everything to da bian for some reason and she will make us laugh until we cannot eat
then chuxi always exaggerate things and does funny actions which according to a ma'am, she likes to bi2 shou3 hua4 jiao3
then jung likes to tell stories while keeping the climax and tells all the details while everyone stares expectantly at her waiting for the climax and she will man4 man4 lai2 making everyone kill her in the process
then jiayuin likes to stress on the fact that her body is abnormal coz her legs are inproportionate to her body and she's growing taller = her legs are growing longer and her body remains short. very funny leh that time in kap!!! i was talking to jiayuin while she was standing then she suddenly sit down and her height decreased tremendously. and jiayuin is shorter than siu when she sat down -_-
then camelia declares that she likes girls randomly that time and she's forever trying to be man while being very girl [even though she objects to this] so sqms concluded that she's bu4 nan2 bu4 nv3 at one point of time

oh and toa payoh sqms are all bian tai de

im plainly digressing.

anyway! sqms are so different yet so similar.

sqms are amusing all the time(:

and............

thankyou sqms for constantly worrying about ct de4 sqms de4 homework and schoolwork and offering to do homework for us if we cant finish them.
sometimes i really think that yall worry for us more than we worry for ourselves -_-
thankyou sqms for reminding me that i'll still have sqms no matter what happens when i was erm. complaining abt my sec 3 class on first day of school.
thankyou sqms for leaving notes when there's ct trainings coz...when i read them after training i really can feel sqms de.. erm. presence. haha. sounds abit. wrong. okay. they make me smile (:
especially that time after reading siu's crappy "qing2 shu1" haha.

even though we may not be squadmates forever but at least we 曾经拥有过each other.
lets treasure the times we have together (:

DISCLAIMER:
this post is not supposed to be emo so sqms dont emo when yall read hoh!!