Wednesday, August 08, 2007

11:29 PM

amelia

blahblahblah.. trying to find when all our dates+SANA course was on....

went to all sqms' blogs accessible through blogger [which is practically everyone besides cong, pinky chuxi jiayuin and kathy] plus all those share share blogs la. and CANT FIND A SINGLE THING WHICH SAYS WE GOT OUR TOTAL DEFENCE BADGE!!!!! how can sqms do this?! such an important event never blog abt it............... *looks at myself* nvm. hahah.

apparently we got our 3rd class drill badge+safety first badge one day before NPDP so.... find out when was NPDP? not so diff to find lah :D

just went to pinky's blog to search archives... and DING DING DING!!! SAW THE WORDS "went for SANA course on monday" GREAT! ((:

just went to search my hp calendar to find out when was monday from 23rd Nov 2006... and realised that i actually noted down [in my hp] that there was SANA course on that day -_______- continued searching... and found out when npdp 07 was! wonderful.
left tdt.............. do i look like i will put "got tdt badge" in my hp?!?!?! plus all those things i take note is all in advance de.... in case got other things on that day mah. . .

blahblah.
while reading sqms' archives just now.. [forgot abt the Ctrl-F find words thing and just read most of the posts] suddenly realised how different our sqd is from last year. hm. not like i never realised that our sqd is changing la. just that... really got BIG DRASTIC DIFFERENCE.
read a sentence from one of hong's post and i felt so amused. went sth like "if i ever _____, i must be in mental hospital" and HA. the if i ever _____ thing actually happened. -.-

saw a post that... wasnt really supposed to be seen? and suddenly realised how possible that was. have been wondering for quite long.. since last year have our sqd gotten closer or more separated?? it seems closer. yet separated? hmm....

stayed back in sch for rehearsal today.. WANTED TO GO OUT WITH SQMS DE LOR! ended up going for rehearsal again................... went to play ball and er. tried to go zui4 but dint really succeeded hahah. but really felt like the december hols days were back again! not that we were CAREFREE then. but.. just less stress and more relaxed? is like just go hahaha and totally relax??? this year wont be the same coz of farewell and stuff [hope got farewell!!!] will definitely be more busy... but will the feeling of.. ________ [i dunno how to describe] be back again?