Saturday, January 06, 2007

9:19 PM

yijung

melia jiao wo lai post.

so i come le.

wahha. lame. let's talk abt orientation.

hmmm. yah. like melia said, did last minute work! haha. :) chu, pooh and we intended to go n help during lunch! but then. cos we must gan the stupid zuo wen... so we dint go. when we went, sqms alr finished it!!! WAH. T.T

was quite proud of the flag. but then, WHY DO I ALWAYS GET PAINT ON MY FACE?? WAH. o.o the process of creating the paint was quite funny haha..

[eliminate the front part which was no fun]
pooh and i were trying out the colours on clothes. then i took this white cloth from kathy...
me: kathy, can you pass me that white cloth?
kathy: huh? okae. this one huh?
me: yea. thankyou!
[i took the white cloth and a brush]
[grab a blue paint and squeeze it onto the rough paper]
[use the brush to dip that colour and tried it on the white cloth]
me: pooh, you think this blue nice or not?
[pooh turned to me and look at the cloth]
pooh: eh.. okae lah.
[then she continues looking at the cloth]
pooh: eh jung, why you paint on your skirt??!!
[i hold up the white cloth]
me: HUH. POOH. this not my skirt lah!!! white cloth leh!!!
[hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha]

that day pooh and me a bit sort haha. and then after we are dismissed we keep on running back to ask ma'am and give ma'am things. CRAZY haha.

was looking forward to orientation at that time haha. but orientation was just for us to be emotional.

start the orientation with jingyi ma'am asking us to fall out and help 39 ma'ams. [the changing u part melia jiang3 le.. haha.] then we bring the shi jia4 down for ma'am and arrange it then one of the hole was too small and zhiyi ma'am went to change it. so i was standing there holding the long.. very diao lor.. then jingyi ma'am ask me what im doing, so i told her. then she ask me what am i supposed to do, then again i answered[woots. i'm supposed to haha.] then she ask me to go n do what i'm supposed to do while she holds the long for me.

so i went off with sqms under the chao-ji-bright-sunlight-to-me to the np booth. then i asked ma'am what i am supposed to do[wah i use alot of 'what am i /i am supposed to do' leh! haha.] then ma'am asked me to take the pamphet to go around the sch to drag sec ones to our booth.. so blah blah blah... then it comes to clearing up.

sqms all ran off to the booth.. not knowing that i have shouted for them haha. cos ma'am got say also help to bring up the things for shooting.. siu was the only one that heard me haha. so we went to ask ma'am what we can bring up. ma'am asked us to bring the bucket [with water and water guns inside which was rather heavy] and the metal boxes[ dunno what were those called] to wash and up to the np room. so we did ofcos. then brought them up to np room. was going down to help when jiamin and kathy came up the stairs with things. helped jiamin take and went to np room with kathy. then went down again to help when melia n cong and some ma'ams came up. so i went to ask ma'am if i can help....
[went up to jomain ma'am]
me: ma'am 可以帮你吗？
[jomain ma'am hesitated and took the orientation flag and gives it to me]
[sqms laughed at me when i was having the -__-?? face looking at the miserable and chao-ji-light-flag. haha :)]
[not giving up, went up to jomain ma'am again]
me: ma'am 可以帮你吗？
[again ma'am hesitated then this time she finally gave me more stuff. but it was just 2 ponchos.... T.T]

then went to coffin for debrief.

ma'am asked for volunteer to count the number of rubbish and went to the dong dong there for real debrief cos the coffin there got not enough space to sit.

yah. then happy debrief and then serious and emotional debrief.

our serious debrief started off with laughing, haha, then, ahem...

cos chu n meichun cannot do on your buttocks down, so ma'am asks us to decide if to sit or stand. then we decide decide until very long. then ma'am goes 5..4..3..2..1.. then dunno why lor, sqms all very jing3 zhang1 de sit down.. only left me standing haha. then i ask sqms why they sit down then ma'am was laughing also. cos ma'am jiao wo men decide not jiao wo men sit down mah. so i didnt sit. but we still sit anyway...

then start our serious talk.

yah. real serious. and i bet i left my brains some where in the np room or something. couldnt really think. guess i was too dumb too. ma'am ask de every question i was just like, repeating to myself that question, and nothing of the answer or my opinion could pop into my brain.
ma'ams started with asking if we think our uniform was good.
-no answer-
so ma'am start off as usual with yes/no.
-everyone thinks that their u was no good-
then ma'am ask since we know it was no good, then what should we do abt it and why dont we make it good. and said that we should not raise our hands cos other sqms are doing it.
-no answer-
then ma'am asked who thinks that they have done their best for orientation.
-all sqms raised their hands except for me [which i thot was chao dumb for me not to T.T]-
then asked for those not done their best.[obvius right, cos i dint raise my hand.]
-i raised my hands [which at the moment i feel like crying, dunno why haha. and felt that it was a totally wrong decision]-
then they asked what is our definition of our best. and since we knew we did not do our best, why not? then if we thinks that we did our best, what is our best?
-again no answer-
then ma'am say that we are in sec 2 alr and they want us to be thinking cadets... etc etc.

i was just repeating all the questions to myself and got them mixed up. i really did not know what the answer should be like. and what are the answers that ma'ams expect from us. just keep on repeating to myself the questions. then i knew why i think that i have not done my best hah. good thing that i found it somewhere in my brain. [ORH dint i leave it in the np room? nvm... -_=] and ofcos i wont tell it to ma'am. we were in this atmosphere that it is best not to say anyth, at least, i think. and _______ ma'am was toking in such a almost-crying-tone that i cant phrase my sentence and that topic has alr passed and i just feel like crying. it is very xin suan.. dunno why. really really feel like crying but held it. what is my best seriously huh. keep asking myself but couldnt really understand what is my best. guess that i was really too dumb and could not take this kind of complicated stuff.

then *sniff sniff*

realised that chuxi was crying.[dint realised that melia n hong were too.]
then to prevent myself from crying i turn to look at ma'ams. saw that linette ma'am noticed that and told the other ma'ams. then we were dismissed. tu1 ran2 fa1 xian4 that _______ ____ started to cry. so i teared too haha. then blahblahblah...

we were at the quadrangle afterwards. then was snatching the icebox from pooh on the way to the trophey cabinet when ma'ams came shouting at us:" 40 WHAT TIME DID WE TELL YOU ALL TO LEAVE??" seriously we dint noe. i only realised that ma'am was there when hong ran to us. pooh n i dint go back and answer ma'am. yah. we are mean. but it is weird to go back. so we waited for sqms then we went home.

OH. yes. nice song in our blog!! liang shan bo yu zhu li ye! yay! btw hor. cao ge not shuai4 at all.. hmph.

o.o and my OM meeting tmr was cancelled haha! change to next sunday, dunno why. supposed to wake up at eleven and go msn. but woke up at 1pm omg. sorry om members!!! :(

i really do not understand. it seems like we are very taorenyan... but we do ____ them, dont we? but they seemed to ____ us. and always make us ____ ____ them.. and 213 very mean lor. baddies. took our mortals! but i'm nice yay! it is okae. and i wont get mad over them.. :) [sounds ego but dont care le.]

feeling dumb. such a long post woah. haha. :) want to go sleep le! WAH. havent wash my shoe and quaterslacks yet! i wonder why is melia always ironing her uniform... -_= haha.

feet like watching happy tree friend suddenly. is in that mood now haha. lalalala.
bye!