Tuesday, December 19, 2006

7:48 PM

amelia

just went to read sqms' blogs.
hong's post shared my sentiments so i shant blog anymore abt..stuff. somehow hong's post gave me some sort of..encouragement?? i dunno lah. pinky's post too.

i seriously dun understand why ppl think that we are fake. maybe it just takes a 3rd party to see. then again, if ppl hate us then hate us lorh.
quoting from jolene poon ma'am: “勉强是没有幸福的。”
we cant make them like us wad.

have been thinking abt this for a really long time. do i really feel this way?

back to the topic of always laughing. our squad. always laugh for no reason. and for a reason. maybe sometimes we really shouldnt laugh because of circumstances. but i think if our squad hoh. if we havent been trying to be more optimistic, all of us would have quitted np by now. or if not we would have gone crazy and tiaolou zi sha.
sometimes we really 忍不住 then we will break down. then after that we make even more mistakes then we regret....then we become even more stressed.

dunno whether its a good or bad thing. but at least we are not being so idoitic there. thinking that ___________________ when the truth is just the opposite.